Maegan Marie Louise Coughlin

When I was a little girl all I wanted was to be a mom. I met you when I was eight. I held you for the first time and never wanted to put you down or let you go. I was there for your first steps I was there for your first words. I babysat other kids just to take you to the movies and buy you ice cream. You were my cousin but you were much more then that to me. As you grew we grew together. I never want to say good bye so we say 123 hang up. I still never want to say good bye because I can't imagine life forever without you. I love you so much. You never gave up on me when everyone told you to. Maegan Marie Louise coughlin for you, for Memphis, for mamasita, and for my kids and theirs I am clean I am sober and I know you are watching over me on this journey. I know when I am having a bad day its your voice I hear egging me on to keep moving forward. I don't want to meet your son that way but I promise he won't ever forget you either. I have stories to tell him and we look so much alike. I promise I will love him like I did you. To the moon and back baby girl. MAEGA

I can’t believe this as I sit here and tears fall, this is what we jere on Earth

Hey boo boo...what did I do do..you inspired me but I chose doo doo...I feel like a f@@k up but I know your smiling on me like what up...I I’ll tell what’s up..it’s you!!! Way in the sky I’ll feel you till I die...i ask questions why? It’s cause your spirt is divine!!! You made me better I betrayed you...this is a cold December but but what we may do!!! Is wait for the day I can say to you...you always taught me to stay true..and I wish I can say it to your face boo!!! I feel so close to you I taste you!! Sos please watch over me and Natalie..I will follow my dream..forever in a day I the sheets we lay!!!

Meggs, I keep putting this off because I don’t wanna say good bye. I don’t wanna believe you’re gone.. You were my aunt but we grew up like sisters all the Christmas’s I’ll never forget, sneaking peaks at the presents, setting our alarms to wake up and open our stockings at like 4 am and always knowing I was getting your beef jerky LOL Living room floor flooded with gifts, the holiday food fights endless memories I am so thankful to have made with you... you straightening my hair with a clothing iron, my hair hasn’t been curly since lol that phone you had with the little Fido dog that would run across the screen so we could crack up laughing at Sarah trying to pronounce truck but sounded like @$&@ and you would keep restarting the phone on n off so she would keep doing it... and voies poor knees no wonder she’s got problems with them we would sit on either side giving her Charlie horses. You taught my how to play baseball and came to my games when no one elts did.. monopoly will never be the same without you meggs bucks, soo many memories I will cherish for as long as I live and until we meet again Rest In Peace my sweet angel love FING xoxoxo

Hey auntie it’s me brittany again I also forgot to mention I didn’t ever get to tell you.. I’m in schooling getting my high school done.. I’m doing it for mainly myself but also mom to make her proud but now you as well I know you’ll be watching down on me looking to see what I’ve accomplished so far and that you will be here with me still to help me I also got my drivers license finally I know you would be super proud of me right now just like I am and was always proud of you xoxo. You always told me I could do it and you were right auntie I just had to believe in myself and have faith. Thank you for always believing in me and being a supporter whenever I feel down I’ll think of you and know you’ll give me strength to get back up again. Whenever I feel like I can’t compete anything I’ll remember the words you used to tell me “you got this Britt brat I believe in you I know you can do the things you want you just have to put your mind to it baby girl”. I truly love you from the bottom of my heart and always will auntie. Rest In Peace. Love brittany xo.

Dear auntie , it’s your niece brittany here writing you one last message.. i hope you know that you were the best aunt ever and I looked up to you and love you so much and care about you so much even though sometimes I never showed it I truly do though you will always be in my heart and our family’s and your friends I’m glad I have the memories of us that I do.. that is one thing that no one can take from us auntie , I promise you I will help take care of Memphis as much as I can same everyone else he will be shown the love that you have for him and that everyone else has for him. You are with god now I feel like he took you way to soon but he has plans for you that only you and him know about and I know he will take good care of you and bishop up there I also know that you will be my angel to guide me in the right directions and the things I want to accomplish xo you truly were the best and you have no idea how much you were loved you were such a beautiful person and so kind hearted and a beautiful soul and your personality was amazing no one could ever be like you or replace you. You have no idea the impact you made on people you helped people without even knowing anyone who met you or got to call you family or a friend was lucky to have you in their life’s. Just know that I will always think of you and have you in my heart and that I will do my best to help out Memphis with anything whenever I can , if he ever needs advice in life or someone to just talk to I will always be there for him like you were for me auntie xo. I also will always remember the night we were at my house when I lived in thunderbird and me you and my friend had that talk on the trampoline and just about life in general and how you got a Donair kit and you made me my first donair. That memory will forever okay over and over again in my head , and I will now have to get a donair kit once in awhile to eat and to think of you and feel like I’m with you :( I might even just have to go pick one up tonight xo. I also remember you got me my first purple blackberry because I was dying for one and wanted to be “cool” and of course my best auntie ended up getting me one because you wanted me to have the best just like I want for you xo. I wish I wasn’t such a chicken to be able to get on that plane to be able to see you one last time and I regret it so much , I wish I could have been there to help you in anyway possible and to say my goodbyes. You always knew how to help me and make me smile even when I didn’t want to and when I was at my worst. I wish we lived closer and that I could have truly been there in person for you. I truly hope that you are at peace now and watching over all of us that need it xoxo I would write more but we would both be here forever reading this.. until we meet again my beautiful amazing auntie. Rest in paradise beautiful angel xo.

I love you sis with all my heart you were my world I will always watch over your son Memphis god rest your soul you are deeply missed I got a beautiful Christmas ornament for Memphis to hang every Christmas of you and bishop sis you were an amazing mommy and sister my heart aches With out you I love you so much I hope you know I brought Baylee to meet her favourite auntie may you Rest In Peace you will be missed every day

My sweet sister I love you .you an l were always best friends your son here with us will know all about his wonderful mama your at peace an I no your with God I'll never forget my baby sister love you Sissy power .

We love you and miss you so much may you rest in peace baby girl love always and forever Dad and mom.

Dear aunt, God bless your soul, may you rest in paradise. Always know that every part of me and our family will always be here with you in our hearts. You will never be forgotten. Rest well aunt! Lots of love and memories to be never forgotten. God bless your soul. Xoxox

My dearest sister megan You were and always be my rock in this crazy world ,you kept my head on straight when no one else could .I will always cherish our long long phone calls that would surely keep us up all night laughing , crying or just straight up bitching at one another lol I love you little sis with every piece of me and forever will that is my promise to you .I know now you will keep Shane and bishop in line and that yous will all be up there guiding me along my journey and kicking my ass when needed .I love you mega bucks more then words could ever Express .you were the most funny ,loving,caring beautiful and all around amazing little sister/mother/daughter in this whole wide world and I will miss you every single second till we meet again my lady .... Always on my mind Forever in my heart I love you megan Your big sister and the other black sheep of the family... Forever yours Charlene

Hi mom mom....it's me Memphis...voie is writing this for me...I love you mom mom...I miss you. I cry for you..I can't understand why your not here..but voice tells me it's ok...your with God and my brother Bishop...I know one day we will be together...until then voie will look after me with your. guidance...she tells me you will never leave me..and how much you lived me and I had an amazing mom mom.....I will miss you so much mom mom. Your son Memphis...you are my Angel....big squeeze and kisses.

Aunt Maegan, since you've passed you have left a very deep place that I don't think anyone could ever fill. The stories I have heard through so many people about how much they love you and look up to you. They all have very similar points. You we're an amazing woman. You loved hard and protected those you loved. I myself share a few hilarious memories with you and will cherish those forever. Your spirit lives on in each and every one of us and I know Memphis will be raised to hear these many heart warming stories of how silly, caring and beautiful his mama was. I know you're looking down on all of us and are holding your baby boy Bishop tight. Until we meet again, I love you. Rest in Paradise sweet angel

I Love you Memphis to the moon and back that's what your mom always told me as a kid so that's what I'm telling you I'll try and come see you as much as I can mommy and your big bro bishop are always looking down on you i know that mommy loves you so very much and she'll always be right beside you no matter what trouble you get up to just remember she'll be watching

Meagan my heart breaks for you and your family. It has been many years since I seen you but I will always remember you as a kind and loving girl. RIP beautiful.

A sweet earth angel gone way too soon. Your memory will live on forever in our hearts

We our so sorry for your loss - you’re in our thoughts and we’re sending love your way. Rest easy now, Maegan. ❤️ Angie, Ian, Eve and Luca xo

My mom has a video of your (maybe 7th) birthday party. Every now and then I watch it and see you as a young child. These are my memories of you and growing up. We were bobbing for apples and it made me laugh because you can see your hand going inside the cooler to try and grab one. We were also doing freeze dance and the smile on your face was so big. I’m so sorry that you were taken away so quickly. We will miss you.

Maegan I love you more then words can say...ill miss you til the day I go. I will always look after Memphis no matter what. You where a wonderful child and you grew up as a wonderful women..and mother...Memphis was your world...you always said there would only be one man in your life and that was your son. You were an amazing mother to him...the love you always looked for was from Memphis...and your family.you where truly loved.you always said Memphis gave you life..and taught you love.he was everything to you. I want you to know Memphis will truly know his mother and who you were.I have never loved anyone as I have loved you.my heart is so broken with pain..you left behind a part of you in Memphis..I thank you for that.as I whispered in your ear Memphis is in good hands and always will be.you are truly an amazing daughter. I love you to the moon and back. You are my precious child...I love you and miss you sweetheart.until we are together again...I will make my promise come true with Memphis. I love you mom